To sleep or not to sleep

Well again it is way to late for me to be awake.  Sleep does not come easy when you are searching for your husband, and all you get is a pillow and you find yourself throwing it against the wall. No matter how long or how short he is gone I search for him. There is a comfort in that I think.  Well now that this is said I need to go get some sleep the kids will wake up and there is no need for mommy to be grumpy.